March definitely blew out of here like a lion. On the 31st, Jodi got MARRIED! She's now Mrs. Ramone Vazquez. Needless to say, I have very conflicted emotions about this situation. I'm sorta happy that Jodi seems to have found love; however, I also think that this is too soon for her to have married and it puts me in quite a bind. So now I'm back to looking for another roommate! (But, at least, that says something good about me - I actually have a house. LOL)

After I returned to Canton (from my visit back home last month), I was VERY surprised by my birthday present from the Clarks (that's Richard, Angie, Ritchie, and Becca) - tickets to see NIN (Nine Inch Nails)! (I know you're wondering who that group is. Well, think depressing, industrial, heavy metal, gut-wrenching, ear-splitting music that makes you want to scream in pain - and that's NIN. LOL)

This week before Easter sure has been odd. Jodi and Ramone have been looking for an apartment, her family has kind of been in an uproar over this, and I've had to make some serious decisions. Suffice it to say that although Jodi and I have been best friends for many years now, her recent rash actions have caused me concern. Although, I wish she had taken more time before getting married and moving out (so that not only she could have been sure; but I could actually make plans for my own future), well, that's water under the bridge now. And in moving own and watching out for myself, I've had to be quite blunt to Jodi. Hopefully, all will work out good for ALL of us. (Just keeping checking out this site once in a while and you'll know how it all works out. LOL)

It's Tuesday, the 26th, and Jodi has officially moved! It's really quite in the house. This is the first time that I've ever lived alone. Although Jodi didn't have too many things in the house, there are little "holes" left all around. I thought cleaning up the house for Spring would help; but it's just starting to bring on one of my seasonal bouts of depression. As I have been cleaning, all that I can think of is Randy and the life we had. Of course, being a month away from the 6 yr. anniversary of Randy's death, and just barely a month past losing Triumph, now being alone is just a sad and depressing thing. But don't count me out yet! Summer is just around the bend and that ALWAYS makes me feel GREAT! (And I've got to stop ending every month with something sad )